so, tmr is friday once again. although im really really really you-dont-know-how grateful glad for e weekend to be here, i feel the dread in my stomach. the uneasy feeling. the cannot-sleep-peacefully-at-night feeling. the mention the e-x-a-m-s word and im gonna puke. yupp, the feeling of the IMPENDING exams. haha i hope the capital drives home the point. i hate this feeling. you know i haven slept properly this whole week. despite sleeping early [and i mean really early], i dont feel like ive slept at all when i wake up. i spend the whole night having random dreams and last night i even woke up in the middle of the night. thanks man. as if having limited hours to sleep is not enough. now i cant even sleep in peace. argh.
so, as a result, ive pretty much spent this whole week being grumpy/hopeless/frustrated/irritable. sorry to everyone ive snapped at [esp my family] this week. im trying! try to empathize.
but on a lighter note, im gonna recharge this weekend and hopefully nxt week will be a better week.
you are with me everywhere i go
i see you in everything and
your presence soothes my soul
maybe this is what love is about
you dont have to know
you never do.
a star fell from the sky;
6:25 PM